i see my life as a chess game. and i am someone like bobby fischer. i play the game, seeing twenty moves, at least, ahead. calculating, but not trapping myself into a plan. anticipation. but by the time i see it all unfold, and its time to actually make my move. i forget why i chose to start where i started. i put the piece down. and pick something up instead. there is just too much. stimulation overload. simplify. release. rebuild.
i think ill say goodbye to all of you now. because when i actually have to. i dont think ill care.